Jenna Garcia is an 19 year old girl who enjoys writing about shitty relationships, bad anxiety, her (many) awkward life experiences, and being really fucking mad at people. She is the bassist and vocalist in the upcoming band Firmly Grasp It and is also trained in Taekwondo.
February 8th, 2017.
you're not really expected to be as good as them, you know why.
you can play a bass, not like him.
you can scream...
fuck you, i’ll blow your damn eardrums out.
the bumper of the pit, the fucking
the hidden snarls vibrating through nervous, clenched teeth, awaiting to be unleashed.
DO NOT BE A VICTIM.
PLAY EVEN FUCKING HARDER.
do not play cute, don't play safe.
release the stitches from your lips
and use that voice of yours.
do not envy,
inspire and collaborate.
strive to be the best at your OWN pace. jealousy kills unity, do not be an enemy. compliment, compromise, compose. and don't you ever, ever, ever
That tongue of yours so fraudulent
Speaks in a tone you've never known. Phony accent,
False flick of the tongue.
You have no identity of where you've sprung. A quarter, this is true,
In your blood but not in you.
How could you mimic something so firsthand? You scream,
“¡Viva la Raza!”
But you don't fucking understand.
Only from your media feed you witnessed,
Never ever felt it for a minute.
Now you etch your skin in google translated words, Your wonderbread life laughs,
They know you,
You are them.
No need to act so absurd.
You may share a percentage,
But you will never know,
As you did not grow from the same soil,
Carried in the same arms,
Nor did you ever care to be.
makes my head pound
i feel the indigestion
whether you are being true or not
doesn't matter anymore,
kill that question.
so you can take her to bed,
go and tell them all you know,
you can fuck her so hard til
you feel you're gonna blow.
but not in her-
that means trust.
trust comes slow, not with a bust,
a buster like you can come too quick,
not always, not always that quick.
i know your nerves and how they deflate you and how you scowl with embarrassment when it shrinks the only big thing about you, bigger than your ego
louder than your interruptions.
i always took you all in, held your head
and gave it back.
you compensated with penetration
for all the prides you lacked.